When is my Turn ?

From Nov 26th 2003 to 18th Decmeber 2004 2:30 PM..

i had not ever thought that, when am i going to leave Cal to Chennai.. i've missed many of my dear ones. .. but i hadnt ever had the feeling of leaving Cal till that mentioned time..

today was basha's last day in Cal, hez leaving to chennai on an transfer.. i'venever thought much deep of transfer...even when many of my friends had put thier effortsfor mine.. i've not been much closer to basha.. to feel for his departure too.. still

i wasnt able to control my mind, out of thinking .. "OK.. BUDDY WHEN IS MY TURN GONNA COME".. didnt expect at all.. still i think it came from the bottom of my mind...

then.. to distract myself... threw me into book.. then switched to TV.. then atlast. music..
went to airport with ash..to send off basha.. flight was 4 hrs delay by tech fault.. so after basha checking in the luggages..

ash and me had a plan of wearing paijama kurta to the culturals.. so we had come in asuch an ordinary dress.. with basha's sudden plan to go to office.. i had to go to the culturals in an ordinary one..

the whole crowd was at the other side of the ground where there were lots of eatables stalls... chicken pakkora,chilly chicken dry & gravy,fish finger,veg pakora,chat,pani poori,beer,tea/coffe/cool drinks,hot gulab jamoon,jangiri... huff.. had a heavy timeout there ;-)

didnt expect the TCS-ers assemebled out there to come out with such a cool dressings..i was the only one with such a bad dressing i think...

was sitting alone. when i saw seku.. when was trying to give him company.. ashwin joined me... couldnt avoid both.. found it difficult to cope up with both.. difficult . to give company to both togehter... somehow managed..

basha leaving to airport at 9 with ash.. and me left to house in office bus.. (till nicco parkonly..).. then walked from there to house..

the 2 mins moment in the bus.. the night.. the lighting.. everything remembered me the collegetour moments.. what a hell lot of fun we used to have.. hm.. never we're gonna getthose moments back live... in whatever tour we are gonna go with them or anyone..

even when the culturals were going on.. with the band .. i was imagining thecollege moments... when our gang used to form a circle.. and creating our own stage overthere.. it was ultimate moments..

even if we guys and gals could meet each other... i dont think.. a majority of them wouldbe ready to be that lively..

anyhow.. thatz the way changes are.. !!!!